CraYon's EdEn

2007-08-12T01:14:00.000+08:00

talk w/o action is cheap. but action is not easy not when ppl ard u aren't any much encouraging.

2007-08-01T01:56:00.000+08:00

i came by ben's blog n realise he's reading tuesday with morrie also. haha..i like it better than the 5 ppl u'll meet in heaven. i tink there's more things tt i can learn from this book, life lessons. keeps me thinking bout life =)

"Sometimes you cannot believe what you see, you have to believe what you feel. And if you are ever going to have other people trust you, you must feel that you can trust them, too--even when you're in the dark. Even when you're falling"

2007-07-29T13:15:00.000+08:00

i realise i blog like once every 2 wks on avg..lolx.. i m such a lazy blogger..haha.. i tink i prefer reading ppl's blog.. haha.. anyway, my work's ending next tue, sch's starting on the 6th, orientation's from 1st to 3rd. No time for rest.. haha.. hope all goes well ba. pretty apprehensive rite now, don't know how Uni life would be like, don't know if i'll be able to cope with a course that I am totally unfamiliar with.. hmmm... i'm really looking forward to hall life, hope that it will be fun and that I won't get homesick..lolx..

Have been sick these few days, had flu last Friday, and this Wendesday, sore throat on Thursday, fever on Friday, lost my voice on Saturday.-.- Probably due to the weather n my company's air-con. It's terribly cold can, it's almost like a freezer, even with 3 layers of clothings-tank top, sweater, jacket- it's still freezing! Worst thing is that there's nothing we can do 'coz the aircon is controlled by IMM management. Guess they are too rich, so blast the aircon -.- Alot of people in my company also fallen sick one by one, and some people quit so lesser people to share the coldness, even colder. Thankfully I am leaving soon. haha.. My colleagues have been pretty nice, very generous, always treat me to good food.haha...

As I was saying, I had fever on Friday, but I still went to work, and was feeling so terrible, my head ache like it's going so burst, and it doesn't help that the office is so cold, and outside is raining. At night I went for cell group, was a worship session and I think it's really great and we should have more of that lo. So derrick actually prayed for some people 'coz too many people already so he couldn't pray for everyone, but I got prayed for, and my fever subsided after the meeting, and I felt so much better. I did take panadol after the meeting, but usually if I am down with fever, I will be sick for at least 3 days even if I pop panadols like sweets-just an exaggration to emphasize something la, I'm not trying to overdose myself with panadols-, but this time one 1 day so I really thank God for the healing and His faithfulness. Yep.

And last of all I really hope to meet up with alot of my frens b4 I start school. Yirong,Yvonne, Pearlyn, Ting Ting, ShiLei, Peifang, Xueli, yadayada.. pretty impossible la, but just se how it goes lo.

2007-07-15T19:56:00.000+08:00

nth interesting to blog....haha.. juz to make sure no spider web will build up.. haha... o, imm got NB factory outlet eh, it's pretty cheap, seriously cheap k..

2007-07-05T23:44:00.000+08:00

hur hur... i was cheated today!.. this's gonna to be a complaining post. today i was to meet jocc n frens for derrick's bday video, 730pm at city hall. so aft work i decided to take a bus to town, but i dunno got wat bus so i checked out the board with the buses route info.den i mistook dover for dhoby ghaut. i dunno wat's wrong wid me la, tink too tired. haha.. so aft 1hr plus on the bus i realise smthg was wrong, i shldn be taking so long coz the route i saw beforehand was short!..i did pass by forum mall n far east so i tht i wld eventually end up at dhoby, but i was dead sure tt i'm on the wrong bus when i get to stevens's rd, which is like newton??.. so i quickly alighted b4 i get sent to serangoon..-.- arghh.. den i look at those boards tt show the bus routes in the bus stops, to my relief i saw smu! and only 2 stops away..! so happy.. got a few buses going somemore. so very quickly bus 154-one of the bus tt goes to smu as shown on the board-came n i boarded the bus, relieved tt i wasn lost. n this time to make sure i won take the wrong bus i actually asked the driver if the stop aft next is smu, so he said YES! YES? NO! horrible!!!! i alighted n to my shocker i saw NUS! NUS eh! not smu. den i check the board, this bus stop's board all put nus, the previous's all put smu! like wat the hell... i was taken literally for a ride la! so now at this bus stop there's no buses tt goes to town so being very late already i took a cab which is sooooooooo hard to flag n went down to chijmes to find them. wasted 5.90..-.- den in the end i only get to say 10 words for the video,so i went "derrick, a very x5 bday to u." =( dunno wat's wrong wid me today la..-.- anyway i passed my btt on first try today! probably the only good news today...lolx...

2007-06-26T12:40:00.000+08:00

i've no idea why nowadays my phone likes to ring in the morning. -.- i slpt pretty late yest so i tht i wld slp in abit since i'm working afternoon shift. Then my boss called n say pearlin wasn't at the shop n he cldn't contact her-familiar situation -.--so he asked me to cab down to open the shop and change shift with pearlin so i'm like o ok lo, don mind earning bit more since when sch starts gotta spend quite abit also. alright so while i'm on my way n reaching, pearlin called n told me she forgot to miss call ann-we'r suppose to miss call our ms boss when we reach shop in the morning-n had already opened the shop for like an hr already n her hp's in her bag so she cldn't hear all our calls. So... i called my boss james n he asked me to go home n can claim taxi fare. but pearlin felt bad so she told boss she wld pay for my cab fare. i actually asked her to let boss pay the full fare since he asked me to cab down de..haha =X the fare came up to $17.20 in the end so pearlin offered to pay $10 n the rest james will waive. haha poor gal, $10's like our pay for 2hrs...but the thing is our shop's equipped with cctv tt's connected to our boss's internet, apparently he didn't view it n he didn't call the shop either. i think he assume it's like the last time. cant remember if i had blogged bout it. there was once when i tht i was working 4pm, but boss said when he sent me the schedule was actually 10am-i remembered my schedule was 4pm , wrote it down but deleted the msg-.- so no evidence haha-so nobody opened the shop n i left my phone in the room so cldn hear it ringing n nobody can get me. when i finally picked up my phone, i had 9 missed calls. so after much commotion with box's staff n boss n me, i had to cancel my tuition n cab down to work but reach only at 12 plus.. guess james tht history do repeat itself so didn call the shop this time n just called me to go down to open the shop directly. haha..but on my way i got a call from the agency saying they have 1 mth temp admin job for me at jurong east $6/hr. i'm going down for interview tml, hopefully i can get tt job. i think God's really moving in my life, think the bs last sat wasn't a coincidence but really a appointed time. The bs teacher shared bout her story on speaking in tongues n how she was very much encouraged n began to speak in tongues in the showers in the morning n encouraged us also to do likewise. so i tried n things juz started happening.. on mon, i received news from ntu tt my appeal had been successful, n becoz now tt i've got a sch i got to decide if i'm gonna continue to work at the box but derrick asked me to look for a better job n earn more for sch at the same tim maximise my time n i'm like dunno can find or not coz only left 1 mth will be diffcult. den on tues which is today i got a job offer coming to my doorstep itself. PTL! it's really timely u see. i think there's really tremendous power in praying in tongues. sometimes we don even noe how to go about praying but the holy spirit noes our heart n desires n needs so when we prayed in tongues actually the holy spirit is really praying for the exact thing tt we need. it's like wat the verse in rom 8:26 says "Likewise the Spirit also helps in our weaknesses. For we do not know what we should pray for as we ought, but the Spirit Himself makes intercession for us with groanings which cannot be uttered." hope this will encourage you peeps to speak in tongues always praying w/o ceasing. PTL!=)

2007-06-26T00:15:00.000+08:00

this morning i was happily zzzing away den my stupid hp beep beep n woke me up so i juz picked up my phone n look at the sms with my beady eyes which i seriously cant opened -not enough slp u see- n was surprise to see a msg from NTU! NTU eh! sms me eh! early in the morning! haha n.. . .. . .. . .. *drumroll*. . . . ok la, i shall cut the chase think u all can guess le la.. is GOOD GOOD NEWS! hahha.. my appeal successful!!! heee....

o and today amk hub aircon tripped! think the whole shopping mall no aircon.. really warm can... n it's not the first time le i tink... alrite tt's all i wanna blog today.. haha nite dudes!

2007-06-19T00:33:00.000+08:00

thank God for fwens... lovely fwens... thx for the cheesecake from cy n karine! thx for the donut n curry puff from ah fang! hee.. i'm a happy ger like jasleen..haha

anyway, heard tt shy jian fei successful, congrats wor..haa.. i tink i'm the fattest among u gals now le ba, haha.. i'm bout 49kg eh..plus minus 1kg..life too good already, been lazing ard too much..haha.. looking at the past i've no idea how i managed to stay at 40kg...lolx.. time to shed some i mean alot of pounds..hahaa.. provided i can stop being a glutton n dear fwens stop being so sweet...haha..

after so many mths, i finally felt like i don need certain things in my life, i'm pretty satisfied as it is now. =)

2007-06-18T01:24:00.000+08:00

successful ppl are those who are disciplined. . . I wan to be disciplined!

i so hope my life can be filled with less regrets. . . I wan to stop looking baq!

keep on keeping on!!!!!!!!!

2007-06-08T00:42:00.001+08:00

i've got myself a new hairstyle haha..$5, at a newly open loc kok hair salon beside my blk.haha. . . i think i'm so brave lolx

2007-06-05T23:49:00.000+08:00

both unis rejected me...haha.. nvm i appealed, let's just hope for the best ba. today got hurt while pushing the rack from my shop to outside. The rack toppled over and was to heavy for me so it hit/scratch my knee n thigh. *Pain* Thank God for passerby who helped me to lift the rack up.. haha, money is hard to earn ar...lolx..

2007-05-26T11:11:00.001+08:00

I had received NTU's rejection letter. Left NUS. . .

2007-05-17T23:39:00.000+08:00

gosh! i am so tired this week. my boss put me full shift for 3 consecutive days, 2 of which i'm alone -.-

1st full shift, tuesday, wisma. 9.40-10pm
today there's fire drill exercise for the 1st time at wisma so everyone gotta report at 9.40am. the day b4 i had worked till 10pm n the day b4 tt i had also worked till 10pm! anyway, the drill was more like an excursion, everyone was like chit chatting and giggling away..haha.. so we climbed some stairs n left from the staff entrance n went to Taka to "hide" from the "fire" lolx. then, i had this really bad stomach ache-muz be the tea from breadtalk i had in the morning arghh...-so had to excuse myself n went to taka to LS, n by the time i'm out the drill is over.. haha.. the rest of the day was super tiring, had to stand for 12 hrs, and look after 2 counters coz The Box having a sale at the other counter -.- Thank God got Yawen accompany me till 7pm. time after she left is so so so so hard to pass, i'm so totally shagged lo, can ask the other promoters, i was like a dead duck already by 8pm.. anyway, after an "eventful" day, i reached home safely by 11pm, slept at 12.30am...zZz...

2nd full shift, wednesday, amk. 10am-10pm
today my stupid didi's hp's alarm rang at 4+ am! reason? study? my foot ar, he woke up at 4+ to play WoW! i was so pissed can, not only becoz he woke me up, but also becoz i had problem going baq to slp, den at 6am plus my dad's hp's alarm went off. i pratically didn't slp at all the whole nite, n i had to wake up at 8am n reached home at 11pm. -.- i tink i am iron woman!wahaha.. anyway, today supposed to work with pearlin, den she called me at 11+ pm n tell me boss transferred her to isetan so i had to "zi ji bao zhong". sob.. there was so many ppl today can, they came in big waves, one after another lo, but morning was super quiet. the worst crowd came at 4+pm, and i'm all ALONE! even customers asked me y only got me alone -__- so i msg boss den he tell me wendy coming at 5+pm. better than nothing, at least got companion and extra help.. so wendy came at 5+ and i realise she took a direct bus from tampinese-coz she was working there in the morning-n travelled on it for an hr-coz boss ask her take bus, as long as can reach b4 6pm-b4 reaching amk. poor thing.. sales was 1200+ for today not too bad..i was safely home by 1045pm today, slpt at 12.30pm... zZz.

3rd full shift day, wednesday, amk. 10-10.35pm
today is the worst worst worst day man... today is bread day lo.. y? read on n u'll noe. today woke up at 8am, left hse 15mins earlier coz wanted to buy breadfast at amk, but i waited like 10mins for my feeder service so in the end didn have enuff time, so can just buy from crystal jade which is just one shop away from mine. had bo luo bao with coffee coz i was so sleepy. the coffee is sooooooooooo bitter, i added 4 pkts of sugar still cldn't finish it, too bitter already la, drink till wan to vomit. lunch's bought from crystal jade again, had bread again coz i cant go other place, got no one to tend the shop, even when going toilet also muz chiong when there'r no customers. but thank God today's crowd not so bad, didn come in big waves, was pretty spread out thru the day, busier at nite time though. usually my colleague will come a 4pm, but i tht was like yest's case so i waited... n waited... n waited... at 6 plus, boss called and ask me if i'm working full alone today -___________- so i ask him baq, "huh? haha..i dunno leh, today i work full alone ar?" den he laugh n say he check if anyone's coming. 5 mins later he called baq n tell me no one's coming, i'm working full today, n ask me to go crystal jade n buy bread, so i went "haha, ok lo." -_______________________________- but in the end had grass-seaweed is a type of grass also ma..- instead becoz i had no time to buy bread, very busy at nite, keep having customers in the shop how to leave?? go toilet also cannot lo..=( but nvm la, got enuff fats to burn, can tahan..haha.. n y today work till 1030pm? well becoz got 3 customers-china chinese- who came when i'm preparing to close n took their own sweet time to choose n try on the clothes, den attract other customers to come in also, so i cant close. it's ok, initially i was still smiling n serving them, and another customer, den at 2200 another customer finally decided to buy and left the 3 china chinese customers in the shop, still trying n choosing, n they make this comment "can give discount?.. see u closing le we still buying from u, and even attracted customers for u." i felt like hello? u noe i'm closing u still taking ur own sweet time?? my boss don pay me OT de lo.. after a long long time, they finally bought something n left, den i had to close shop, count money drag n drag n 1035pm den leave. The whole shopping mall was eerily quiet already, so scary...=( reach home at 1125pm today -.- sales very good i wld say considering i'm working ALONE, 1500+, but 1600 den will have incentive, moreover got a bag got stolen outside, don tink boss will be so good to give me incentive coz i work so hard today,though boss n ms boss r good, but business is still business, don tink they will be so nice in terms of $$$... end of nightmare. . . not exactly, sun still working to wisma 2-10pm arghh...-.-

2007-05-08T23:16:00.000+08:00

Mr Box goes A-go-go-ing!

Meet our new colleague! =)
Me n Mr Box , Pearlin n Mr box above =D

Mr Box says: Hurray!

2007-05-05T12:33:00.000+08:00

look at the amt. of food she ate alone!

*roll eyes* lousy photographer

finally registered for my BTT, first step to my car =) went to IMM wid fang after tt, had lunch at cafe cartel, free flow of bread, my fav..lol.. some random pics we took^^

2007-05-05T12:15:00.000+08:00

christina aguilera's voice is powderful Powderful POWDERFUL! rock on!=)

2007-04-30T23:57:00.000+08:00

alright, seems like so many peeps r missing me so i shall blog abit today wahahahaha.. been busy making $$$ these days, come home already so late, lazy to online also, rather zzz, but then, at the rate i dream in my sleep, i don think i slept alot too, i sleep 8 hrs a day but woke up feeling super tired like haven been sleeping at all coz the whole time i was dreaming a w a y . . . haha.. anyway, work at isetan is fun, but only if samsoon was ard, haha, she's so entertaining, lolx.. my pay is finally coming hehe, money money money! wahahahaha... o it's 1204, time to slp..haha nite dud.!

2007-04-12T00:21:00.000+08:00

i'm a lazy blogger.. . =) wonder how xiaxue manage to make blogging her occupation. . . anyways, things are getting into place, work's getting along, hop around boutique at amk hub or wisma isetan, depending on how my schedule goes, and to supplement my income, i took up 2 tuitions. I'm actually getting bored of sales line already, for a short period I found it quite fresh and interesting, but it's really quite mundane and boring. Shopping in a nice place and working there is totally different, it's better shopping than looking at people shop. Next week will be working at amk hub's boutique, full shift 11-10pm on mon n tue..-.- scare, never work full shift before, moreover at boutique, hope James(boss) get someone more senior to help me open shop.
This holiday has been so long too long maybe, I'm yearning to study, go to University, meet people, make friends, get attached . . . But guess this is good time to spend with my mum, sometimes looking at her greying hairs make me so afraid that times together won't be long(touch wood!), so whenever I don't have to work I'll stay at home to accompany her. She has stopped working because of arthrithis, so she's at home alone at home most of the time, think she feels bored too.
yawn, gotta zzz le, tired le.=)
I really really thank God for the peace at home-I'm so sure it's Him who helped make my family better,it's a long story-, but at the same time, I got very selfish, I don't want to leave this peaceful home, my mum. Going to work and church seems to get harder and harder, because I don't know which day when I wake up all this will peace will disappear. Finally we are behaving more like a family, I don't want to revert to the past state, I held on to God 'cause I'm afraid, I'm afraid that if I backslide I'll lose all these and favors from Man. I'm afraid I won't be able to get into Uni, I'm afraid that one day when I'm older it'll be harder to get back to God, to City Harvest, to have my cg members being my cg leader. Couldn't take that. But I've ceased praying n reading the bible for months, I hate to go for prayer meetings 'cause I have no faith in whatever I say, it's just mere words that I'm uttering, I drag myself to church 'cause I no longer find joy in going, nor singing words that I don't feel in my heart, it makes me feel like a hypocrite. Hope everything will get better . . .

2007-03-31T22:55:00.000+08:00

so tired, work at wisma's isetan 's terrible.. management so strict, this cannot tt cannot.. so sad, but work at boutique still not tt bad, less rules, restrictions.. had been working continuously for the past 3 days, zzz tired eh, but beats staying at home n having nth to do.. but one good thing bout working at isetan is tt u'll get to know the promoters from other brands, some will have discounts so they can help u to buy at cheaper prices, so tt's good.. shy, can help u get 40%off for outfitters' clothes eh..hehe.. i reserved a skirt n a tshirt from the box(shop tt i'm working for), when got money then buy ba, am so broke now..haha, tink i earn not enough to pay for my shopping spree..lolx...yawn.. actually nothing much to update also. i might learn motorbike if i got $$..wahaha...

2007-03-14T13:57:00.000+08:00

stupid rong, passed some stupid baton to me..=P haha k la, since already passed to me, i shall entertain u (though it's already been a week haha). So, i'm supposed to write some weird things 'bout myself? ok, here goes:
1. I love to eat peas, n most veg.
2. I don't really like poultry.
3. I like to go to kbox, but i don't really sing.
4. I am lazy.
5. I keep wishing $$ will rain from the sky into my lap =)
6. I think I am perfectly normal, why am I doing this??? no wonder I've got nothing much to write, haha..

2007-03-09T12:02:00.000+08:00

Haven't been blogging for sometime. I seriously think I'm getting lazier. No good. Initially I wanted to be a full time tutor, but I realised I've no passion in teaching, no, not at all. I got axed just on Wednesday. The tuition agency called me to inform me that my "employer" wants to stop the tuitioning. Well thanks so much, I taught for 3 lessons already, at really late timings-8.30PM to 10pm-and I get 0 cents since the payment for the first 4 lessons will go to the tuition agency. Tough luck. I felt so insecure tuitioning, and some kids are a handful to teach, they are really little devils sucking dry whatever little's left of my love for children. I think I should look for a proper job, but I still have 2 tuitions on hand at weird timings also, so I can't really get a proper job even if I want to now. I think I'm becoming a social outcast, I'm not a student, I'm not working. So I belong to the underclass-the unemployed or parasite of society- ? I think I am. I sleep till late noons everyday, I stoned and do nothing at all the whole day at home-if watching taiwan idol dramas doesn't count-, I eat and sleep and live off my parents at the age of 19! I think Sg kids are so immature at their age, 19 (alright, so what if i'm sterotyping)... I should be making a living myself at this age. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... What is becoming of me??? I still hope money falls from the sky into my lap... zzz

2007-02-19T03:36:00.000+08:00

happy chinese new yr to all the peeps out there!! =) hope u all received loads of ang paos n have a prosperous piggy yr! this yr mummy quite generous, ang pao gave 20 dollars more than last yr hee... and she strike 4D today, tou jiang eh! haha but only 300+ coz she bought ibet, so the winning prize is lesser..lol. but still blessed nonetheless...=) hope more ang paos will come in, afterall it's only chu 1, still got 14 days to go..wahahaha...

2007-02-14T00:30:00.000+08:00

i am soooo upset... sobbed.. the hairdye episode hasn ended, the nightmare hasn ended aat all..!! sobbed.. i wanted to move on with life n juz take it as a lesson tt i've been cheated. but i cant.! all becoz the color is running really badly.. whenever i sweat, the color runs n stained my shirt, to date i've already lost 3 shirts thanks to the stains which cant be washed away... it's been a wk since i done my hair n the color still runs so badly n they dare to say it's gd dye, makes me even angrier. so now i cant even sweat, such a basic right i cant even enjoy it now?? sobbed, y shld i bear all this for tt salon's fault?? first they lied to me n caused me to be late for work, den they overcharged me, den they lied again and cause me my shirts.. sobbed... i've brought the matter to case, hope i'll get some justice done to appease my anger...argh...

2007-02-13T21:35:00.000+08:00

hmm.. today, i finally get to try making cheesecake and white chocolate truffles!! hee.. was 1/2 happie 1/2 sad coz i tink my cheesecake succeded, thx to joanne!! hee.. but tink my truffles didn came out tt well coz i failed at the last part - melting the chocolate -.-" . All went well till it came to the part where i need to dip the pre-made fillings into the melted white chocolate. Well, it was my first time so i don really know how to melt choco, tht melting it over a water bath wasn't too hard for me, so i juz went ahead w/o checking the proper way to melt choco. In the end the choco became lumpy and cldn be salvaged..=( wasted 100g of white choco den use up the rest which isn much after checking on the net "the dummy guide to melting choco!".. so second time was more successful, but i already spoiled like 7 of the fillings, so in the end only left 12.. the recipe was meant for 20 servings, i only had 12... sob~ hmm, anyway, at least now i have experience! hee, generally was fun, though spent quite abit on those ingredients.. tink i'm gonna try my hands on lemon souffle next! ha!

2007-02-09T14:23:00.000+08:00

i hate it when i'm so weak. argh....

2007-02-07T23:26:00.000+08:00

sobbed.. went for bs today at riverwalk, passed by this salon, they having a promotion..it's so cheap can...and the whole place look more classy than tt lousy SUN MAY hair salon tt cheat my money... heartache ar~ sobbed..shld have been more firm and not do my coloring there...sobbed... *pissed... arghhh...

2007-02-06T23:03:00.000+08:00

i am sooooo pissed... man... i went wid jasleen to trim my hair today.. the same place where i got my $8 haircut.. today was a diff person doing my hair, her name is joan.. i ony wanted a trim, den she persuaded me to color n highlight my hair, but i say not today coz i need to rush for work, den she assured me tt there's enuff time. okie, fine, but i don have enuff money wid me so i say perhaps other days.. but jasleen offered to lend me first, then tt joan continues to brainwash me to dye my hair so i kind of relented... den.. she persuaded me to dye a darker shade of red and hightlight red, i hesitated for a long while den i relented again n picked red... ok, so far so gd.. den... as time ticked by, i realised i'm gona be late den she tells me at this time tt o, i tink cant finish b4 1230 coz i highlight my hair also.. arghh... nvm... i called jennifer n told her i'll be late for wrk.. finally it's done, and man, was it red or was it red?... it's so red and yet she assured me it's not and offered to teach me how to style my hair, and so she did and it was AWFUL.. AWFULLY UGLY..my mood dropped at tt instance.. "how am i gonna go to wrk in tt state?" i tht... fine nvm, den when jasleen went to pay for mine and her hair cut, joan charges me $14 - i only trimmed a bit!!) and $50 $50 for highlight and coloring. i was shocked.. so it came up to $114 .. but it wasn't tt ex the last time i went. the previous stylist nickko offered to dye my hair for me at $50 and writes off the charges for the haircut.. so after work today i called and act as a new customer, tink nickko picked up the phone, n this is the conservation:
Me: hi, er, may i know how much do u charge for a haircut?
N: for gal or guy?
Me: gal, but i have very short hair..near ear
N: o bout $12 becoz new yr coming so the price bit higher
*me shocked and angry!..
Me: o den if i wan to color n highlight?
N: bout $45 each, maybe $40 if ur hair is really short?
*wah piang, really angry
Me: does all hairstylist charge the same?
N: ya all hairstylist, all charge the same
*super angry already
Me: actually i went to cut and highlight and dye this morning, and the gal charge me $14 for the cut and $100 for color n hairlight.
N: o, maybe she use better hairdye or did u do treatment?
Me: well no! no treatment at all! and she didn tell me she use better hairdye at all, nobody told me tt there's good dye and lousy dye! and she charges me $14 for the hair cut!
N: she charge u $14? ur hair shoulder length?
Me: hell no! ( i didn say tt though i so much wanted to). no, my hair's very short, near my ear only, n i only had a trim, not even a cut.
N: who's ur stylist? maybe i can ask her to tok to u?
Me: o no thx, (i don wan to tok to her at all!!!) i juz wan to know what's with the diff. charges?!
N: see, coz i dunno how short is ur hair so i cant say for sure the cost unless u come down n let me see.
Me: rite. i'll go down tml!
N:(happily) ok! bye bye!
me*even more pissed.

i felt sooo pissed!firstly, they didn change the poster tt says $8 for adult haircut. secondly, in order to earn the money, they lied to me bout the time needed to get a color done n caused me to be 1 1/2 hr late!thirdly, the anyhow whack a price and conned my money!.. i m so gonna screw them tml! arghhhhh...

2007-01-31T20:42:00.000+08:00

i was checking my email n juz now n someone fwded me this very funny video:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4uG85Oaca_o have a good laugh =)

i finished watching one liters of tears already, it's really a good show, u shld really watch it if u have the time. Aya is a strong gal, i don think i'll have her courage if i actually caught tt diesease. i admire her courage, her strength , her perseverance, her will to live n her discipline to write in her diary everyday till the day she dies...i really cried buckets of tears just by watching the show.. somehow this tht ran thru my mind: wat if she had God? if she had known God then maybe she cld have receive healing n live healthily till today. . .

emotions aside.. today's hao jia n daphne's last day at citibella.. i'll stil be there till 5th.. juz hope to end work really soon so tt i can doing some things tt i like..daphne's flying to hk tml, so envious of her... i've only been to jb twice -yrs ago- at my age it's really depressing seriously..wonder wat 've i been doing with my life...hmmm...

my bday's coming, not exactly very excited bout it, maybe as u grow older, things like bday juz doesn seem so impt anymore. my bro didn even really celebrate his 21st bday...

o, i came across shy's blog today, realised tt she went to chinatown to buy her new yr clothes.. i went wid my mum too sometime ago, wanted to get her clothes but i got mine there instead. ppl park has really transformed, there r more stuffs for the youngsters there now, n i tell u the price isn't cheap at all.. comparable to places like far east. some shops have even been featured in seventeen b4...so don be so sg anymore kz....

i really hope to start my old internet business, but i dunno where n how to start. have no clue at all how am i going to go bout doing it...shall think bout tt when i have more time...

i realised my posts r very messy coz i juz typed in watever tt comes to my mind, so today i decided to put it in para, hope it's better... all the best to peeps hu r having exams! gambatte~

2007-01-28T00:04:00.000+08:00

lol.. guess who i saw when i went to pack supper at the coffeeshop at my hse for my bros juz now?.. tian mu, jason, jeffrey jun hong etc. haha.. so qiao... i have no choice but to walk past them, den jeffrey saw and called so as a form of courteousy, i smiled and waved while i continued walkin but slow enuff to hear them say my hair very short..haha.. i've been bumping into alot of ppl nowadays.. tt day saw yufan on the train, he was busy mugging i tink, so didn go over n say hi. den at nite i saw junxiang n his girlfren at wdl inter. haha.. o ya, i juz remembered, i applied oxy pimple cream b4 i went down juz now... it always leave a white patch after it drys n i totally forgotten bout it n went downstairs.. man, so embarassing...haha.. but it's ok la, embarassing things always happen to me..haha.. anyway, i feel like going into jb to buy new yr clothes.. i mean i live so near, n i only went in twice.. wasted..i checked on internet today, there'r many shopping centres near malaysia customs so i guess it's pretty ok to travel in with frens.. i'm left wid one more wk b4 i end this job, so excited! so many things i wan to do, i shld really make full use of this hols. hmm.. initially jasleen asked me to go kl wid her fren, but tink still monsoon season so might flood so cancelled. bit sian diao..haha... i wan to travel!!!!!! i'm so looking forward to cny, haha, i'm in the mood for celebrations...haha..
hmm i tink my hormones'r in a mess.. suddenly i felt like falling in love..haha.. but doesn mean i'll juz pick any tom dick harry off the streets. i still prefer to go for "feel", chemistry o ya, n looks...ya i noe i'm superficial but who isn?.. ur first impression of a person's always based on their looks yup?.. haha.. ok la, tink i better not go on le, i'm toking like a love lone person here. tt's all folks! =)

2007-01-16T22:03:00.000+08:00

i'm TIRED~ i'm binging again... probably due to lack of slp+tiredness. so if u see me growing horizontally again, i'm really juz tired.... wanted to go jogging today, due to the binge these few days but am toooooooo tired so went home after work.. (followed by more binging -.-) when u have to work, days juz seem to crawls, but nite seems to move at the speed of light, *blink* n it's time for work again... so mundae, boring n tiring. i juz wan to get some zzz now. nitez!

2007-01-14T20:01:00.000+08:00

cant blog these few days coz bro's baq from camp. realised he's in recce in army, heard tt it's the jialat one, something like spy/scout, usually the first to be captured, suay enuff..haha.. but anyway, after so long, my lappy is coming baq tml,thank God it's under warranty, if not dunno how much i have to fork out, only bought it for less than 1/2 a yr and it died on me.. sob~ another disappointing thing, we cldn't upgrade our broadband plan to 5mpbs till aug when our contract ends.. sianz.. so gotta pay more now for 512kpbs speed since the promotion price for our plan has ended.. aniwaes, i've been having loads of mood swings nowadays, muz be the wretched weather..gotta force myself to wake up to work, but it's such a nice weather to slp in...arghh...n becoz of the super ex adult transport cost, i decided to walk to the nearest mrt station to take a train to work. but suay enuff on wed, it rained cats n dogs so i had no choice but to carry an umbrella for the first time after so long(i don usually carry umbrella even if it rains, can juz chiong normally cant now since i gotta work -.-), and there's a shortage of umbrellas in my hse for every memb so i had to take this ugly red one.. to my horror, the color on the umbrella actually runs!! how do i knnow? i was wearing a WHITE long sleeve blouse!! it stained my sleeves red! so i had to go get a new umbrella, which is too ex for its lousy lousy quality, and i have to rush for a bus since i it's too late to continue walking to the mrt station. so i wasted another 60cents to take a bus for just ONE stop, but i m still late for work... seriously wasn my day... wonder when the rain will stop, hope it will stop in feb, i really hope to go overseas even just to an island. i don wan to be a mountain turtle n be stuck in sg for the rest of my life. i've got so much time now, if there's anything i wan to do it's NOW or never. but as always $ is a prob. gotta look for new job now tt i've quit my job... if got lobang muz get me kz...

2007-01-10T20:37:00.000+08:00

today's lunch at workplace was sumptuous! i tried hakka lei cha, it consists of rice, veggies, nuts tofu etc and also the "tea". i like the rice but not the "tea",the parsley/celery taste is too strong n i dislike tt taste.had dumplings and stir fried hei mu er also.. the hei mu er quite tasty, though very simple, the dumpling okok only..haha..so sinful, eat too much..so much for only $2.60,so cheap.. actually tt's only for the lei cha, the rest is other ppl bring de..haha.. anyway job is ok la, as long as dun need to call ppl anymore i'll be sooooooooo thankful.. calling ppl's like a nightmare arghh...hmm btw, did i say i signed up for kickboxing? it'll only start in feb, tt's like so loooooooong, cant wait.. hee..if anyone want to join can join me lo, at gombak's src, 65dollars, 10 lessons gonna be fun!!..heh.. o today saw yufan on the train, haha, so qiao, tink he mugging hard for his exam, so nv go and bother him.. tink poly ppl all nearing exam period le, so all the best k! jia you Jia You JIA YOU! ^^ see you guys after this to havoc kz..lol..

long long post

2007-01-07T13:34:00.000+08:00

it' gonna be a long post so bear with me k..
ydae pastor preached a really good end enlightening sermon on common grace and cultural mandate.. yea common grace, not cheap grace. for ur info, cheap grace means grace which is taken for granted, speaks of blessings all the time, tt if u beccum a christian ur life wld be a bed of roses and tt u can sin willfully-knowing it's wrong but still does it aniwae-yet God will still forgive u..i.e no need for genuine repentence. it's definitely not true k..check ur bible, it says tt there'll be trials and tribulation in this world but fear not for Jesus have overcome the world. Being a christian means tt u can better handle trials n tribulation not tt u won have them anymore get it?..
do u know actually in the past christian popular arts were said to be inferior imitation,sanitized and limited in purpose & content? bcoz christians who made them focus too much on evangelism n worhip tt ppl became turned off by them. ppl r defined by a culture n pastor toks of 3 things bout culture.
1. culture is an integral part of the human soul.
-7needs of human soul
-spirituality,love, self-esteem, knowledge, beauty/asthetic, freedom.
2. God speaks thru culture
-common grace: God speaking thru "common" secular ppl/things etc.. to awake our conscience toward the goodness of God.
that means it's ok to watch good but r-rated movies like saving private ryan or supposedly sensitive movies like da vinci code, harry potter or the devil's advocate. movies tt dwells into the probs n fustrations of life, don be turn off by it, it's ok to watch them.
-Pop culture: advertising, celebrity, music, movies, tv, fashion, sports, arts.
unless u define the culture, other ppl will define it for u. tt's y we shld embrace pop culture not avoid it. of coz i'm toking bout the gd parts of the pop culture, it doesn take a rocket scientist to know which r the bad parts which r the gd parts tt pop culture encompasses rite?..
3. God has given us a cultural mandate.
culture=cultivate
cultural mandate: God's command at creation for humans to create cultures and civilisation.
tt means tt God wans u to be his co-creator, to use the materials He has provided to its fullest potential. not to use nuclear for weapons but for energy, trees for furnitures, papers, herbs for medicine etc...
-redemption: fixing the broken down areas n restoring it baq to its orig purpose.
tt means changing somthing FROM smthg TO another thing.. get it?..

tt's roughly bout it, didn quote the bible verses here, for a fuller version of the sermon can check out chc's webby.

anyway this weekend is a happy one!.. i got my pay ydae,though not the amt tt they promised during the interview, but still thank God for it! and just now went to get my bursary..haha... double happiness ar... but muz pay off all my debts so doubt will have much left also.. but still i'm glad coz finally i don have anymore debts as my burden!! n i tender in my resignation le,so will be outta there on 5 feb.. ya on my bday, stupid eunff to say my resignation will be effective as of jan 5.. -.-but at least i'm off the pirate ship, i'm going to look for my star cruise! hope won get on another pirate ship.. haha.. o ya, i've signed up for kickboxin, gonna be so cool, hope i won feel too out n fufill my new yr resolution!!.. hee..

hey guys, remember i said we should get out of sg and to some island?.. wat do u tink of tioman?.. got ferry from sg,muz go during ur sem break this feb k?! do give some suggestions bout tis trip..

o ya, i said i'll upload my baptism photos rite... so here goes:

credit to: Derrick (cgl) & N355 & N296

water baptism

2007-01-07T13:29:00.000+08:00

2006-12-24T22:38:00.000+08:00

am finally here to update my blog.. haha.. very lazy to blog.. a few days ago my mum says i seem to have put on weight..haha.. she kind of wake me up, and i decided that i shld shed off some kilos..but....... i'm still eating so much at home.. cant help it..arghhh...i guess i need more determination to juz get my lazy butt off the couch and get some exercise man..

tonight is christmas eve.. tml's jesus's bday! haha.. tt sure calls for a celebration!.. ce~lebration time come on!yay~ ! however i didn go anywhere for the first time during christmas..i used to go for countdowns with my frens during christmas eve, but not anymore.. so squeezy out there, so many ppl, gals r always the victim during countdown parties.. those desprados out there, they are a menace to gals, spoil the fun, they ought to be shot!=X.. nah juz kidding..haha but they shld really show women some respect and keeep their itchy hands to themselves.. if they r really so deperate den go to the red light district, don come to brightly lit town areas to molest gals for free for goodness sake!

but anyway, Merry Christmas to All out there! have fun, and rejoice greatly for it's CHRIST's bday! =)

2006-12-17T02:11:00.000+08:00

YaY! am finally baptised! after so long finally i can get baptize!..haha.. i felt so blessed today, God 's really really really good to me..my father came for my water bap, and my cell members bought so much pressies for me.. and my some of my classmates even came down! so blessed!!!...chun even made a purse for me..it's the 101 piece in the world.. cant find it elsewhere k..haha..will upload the pics tml.. but anyway i'm sooooooooooooooo happy to have known God and accepted Him as my lord and savior... this is a new beginning, i'm His new creation, my name's raychel, His beloved daughter! it's gonna get more exciting/adventurous in this walk with Jesus i believe, i'm so gonna grow from today onwards.. grow grow grow =)

2006-12-09T23:41:00.000+08:00

been making so many calls these few days for citibella. gotta get cutomers' ic for their computer system. argh.. so much more to go. wonder when i can finish calling everyone.. there are 26 alphabets, say 1 alphabet has 90 customers, total i'll need to call 2340 ppl..ppl who knows me should noe tt i really dislike calling ppl, i tink i belong to the stone age, toking on the phone is really not my cup of tea... and another admin assistant went on a holiday and i felt so lost.. sob.. scare i cant cope w/o someone more experienced ard.. juz pray tt every thing will go well ba.. o ya n today i juz realised the boss doesn seem all tt good afterall.. too late!

oOo christmas's coming! yay.. it's Jesus's bday!! it's a time when the anointing is strong n ppl's heart r really open.. hope the harvest this season will be plentiful!

2006-12-07T00:09:00.000+08:00

BAPTISM CHANGED TO NEXT SATURDAY 2.30PM. HOPE U GUYS CAN COME AND SUPPORT THIS TIME.

job was totally boring. . . supervisor quite nice. boss not much expression. pay soso. work ot no money, take half day leave = one day and is no pay leave. lunch in, cannot go out eat. so far so good. . . i still prefer to study..=)

2006-11-28T22:18:00.000+08:00

announcement:
water baptism changed to 9 december 2006 please take note and come and support k! =)

there's something happy that i want to blog about today! i actually got edusave bursary! haha so happy came at the right time, it's so true, when ur life is rite with God blessings just come itself.. haha... was so shocked when i saw the letter. haven been doing well in jc. my prelim results was like DEE if my memory hadn't failed me. not even considered average can.. but really thank God for tt coz i really needed the money. in serious internet debt, and i haven start working yet, was worried how i'm going to pay the money and now, i tink i'll still have left overs after paying the debt.. abundance.. haha... praise the LORD! ^^

2006-11-21T00:14:00.000+08:00

yeay! finally fixed my hair.. i like it though my bro say not obvious... i got a hightlight also, copper.. not very obvious but i like it haha... i juz uv it myabe coz my previous hair was a disaster..haha..went to fix it at haru scene, they juz had a renovation so is having a promotion till end of nov. i wanted to cut at icon initially but they were fully booked for the day so i actually made a reservation for tml. but i went to far east wid yirong and tada, saw tis promotion so decided to give it a try -actually was kinda apprehensive coz karine didn get a good cut there b4 =X- but since it's cheaper to do it at haru than at icon, i decided to juz try my luck..my stylist was kenji, he'svery patient, i felt kinda bad coz i made him work OT becoz of my hair.. ( i went for the cut pretty late..) but nonetheless, he didn do a slipshot cut on my hair, so yup, was really thankful for tt... i guess the $$ spent was well worth it.. no matter wat ur comments r, i juz luv this hair so, SHUT UP even if u don like it coz u'r juz gonna make me go into depression! =PpP

wanted to attach a pic but it's late, the lights r too faint for my highlights to be seen clearly so, juz gotta wait till u see me! =)

2006-11-20T13:49:00.000+08:00

hur hur~ anyone got any job lobang that pays well, say $6-7/hr?... initially i wanted to start work in only dec but everyone is chasing me for $$ gotta find a job quickly.. $$$$$$$$$ arghh...

2006-11-18T01:08:00.000+08:00

I'VE FINISHED MY A'LEVELS!AAAAAAAAAA...ok i'm not actuall tt excited la.. i'm numb..no feeling.. very empty.. haha.. plz juz ask me out can?..

2006-11-14T11:21:00.000+08:00

i'm going for water baptism!.. really, i won miss it again.. well hopefully..haha.. anyway, the reason for this post is to get some comments/suggestions from u guys.. i wanted a unique name but cldn quite find one suitable one so i'm thinking i juz stick to rachel but a different spelling.. Rachael, Rachela (Polish), Rachele (Italian), Rachelle, Raghnailt (Irish Gaelic), Rahel (Hebrew), Rakel (Scandinavian), Raquel (Spanish), Raquelle, Raychel. i'm more open to rachelle,and raychel den pple can call me rae/ray for short... do help me with it before dec k.. my baptism's on dec2. come n support k..haha... cya peeps soon =D

2006-11-10T00:15:00.000+08:00

erm i re-read the result of tt personality test, realised they said smthg bout "somewhere" and "understanding".. didn read b/w the lines b4 tt haha.. anyway, tt isn true, not wat i'm wishing for..my mind was packed with exams,and family and other stuffs so i guess i juz missed the deeper meaning haha... ya juz wanna clarify tt.. hmm saddam was finally sentenced to death though he's said to be a cruel dictator, somehow my heart goes out to him a little.. maybe i haven gone thru wat the shiites went thru tt's y i'm able to pity and feel sry for him.. he looks like a poor old man in my eyes... guess he might find tt insulting to him.. maybe i shld juz shut up and continue mugging.. X/

2006-11-08T15:09:00.000+08:00

alright, i noe i'm not supposed to be seen anywhere or leaving my traces on any spot in the cyber world.. i juz wanted to check my mail make sure it's well maintain =D but i tht might as well see how my frens r doing.. i came across ben's blog and there's this personality test tt he says he really accurate. i tried. . . it freaks me out, it's really really spot on... i dunno how they did it but it's seriously how i felt now... this's my result n below is the link, u might want to try it urself^^ :

You are longing for some love and affection at this time - not that you have been deprived of tender loving care - but there are times when everyone needs to try something new or to go 'somewhere' else to perhaps experience that little extra 'understanding'.

Of late, everything seems to be going so slowly - far slower than you anticipated - and this is causing you much anxiety and frustration. It would appear that there is little you can do about the series of events that now seem to be taking place. In spite of the fact that you feel like 'giving up' - don't. Take a deep breath and start over again and you will find that eventually the expression 'All's well that ends well' will have an extra special meaning for you.

The way things are, you feel that you are stuck in a rut and there is not much you can do about it. You feel frustrated and inhibited but if you can find a way to let yourself go, you may find that things aren't quite so bad as perhaps you thought they were. One consolation is that since you are an extremely emotional individual, with the right person you may be able to release some of that frustration and tension with some mutual tender loving care.

You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.

You don't like conflict and you endeavour to avoid criticism. You want to do your own thing and to be able to decide what is right for you. You have considerable personable charm - and this is used with considerable effect on those that keep your company.

http://www.paulgoldinresearch.com/cg/index.htm

updates for my As papers...
screwed up so far: GP paper 1&2
chem paper 3
6 more papers to go... maths paper 2 tml, phy paper 1,2,3, chem paper 1,2. hope i don screw up anymore, if not i doubt i can make it to Uni which i seriously hope wldn happen which seem so obvious to me tt it will. . . hmm AJA AJA AJA!!!

2006-10-22T15:06:00.000+08:00

omg... i stillso hooked on goong.. i tink i'm gonna die, having a hangover.. someone plz help me.. i gotta study..i had wastd one week on goong already and my goong syndrome isn't getting any better... sob... -.-

2006-10-16T11:34:00.000+08:00

i juz had a haircut yesterday... no not trim. CUT. i cut my hair.. how short?.. let me see, very short.. not exactly the style i want, but hack.. it will grow den i shall cut it the way i want at a better salon. i got this haircut at those neighbourhood hair salon ( wasn expecting much too), coz my mum was going there to cut her hair as well so i tht i'll have mine at there too so tt she can pay for me.. haha.. the auntie was friendly and chatty, but while combing my hair she pulled my earing, ya the one at the top accidently, and i tink i bleed. she didn noe, i didn noe either, realised only after my haircut..the auntie didn say sorry, she went on to tok bout how in the past earings was so "in" and everbody was wearing it and her earings got pulled by the hairdresser as well when she went for a haircut..aniway it was a small prob, i'm still pretty satisfied since this is the first time i had really short hair. my bro says i look like auntie.. like i care..haha.. i'll become one eventually, juz tt i became one earlier than my contemporaries.. no no, i'm not posting a pic up, shall shock u all when u guys see me..all i can say is my hair's not touching my shoulder... wahaha... meanwhile, study hard peeps! i shall see u all really soon.. last paper on 17th nov. i'm hanging in there..hangin dangerously at the cliff, but i won let go or all these 2 yrs wld have gone down the drain and i wld have grown fat for nth.. haha no link?.. yes, it does... haha..ciaoz

2006-10-13T22:29:00.000+08:00

i finally graduated after 2 yrs of low life! woo hoo.. haha... anyway, today is my graduation ceremony, i gave a speech on behalf of my class, i almost died of stage fright..haha.. anyway, i screwed up again as usual..haha..suppose to invite the next ct rep to come up n stage but i said ct.. it's a big diff, one is the student the other is the teacher..haha.. but hack, it's over.. tt's not the highlight of the day anyway..haha..the fun juz began after the ceremony.. haha.. we took photos on the sch's XX area... had the most fun in these two years, they were really a bunch of jokers.. kinda miss them..haha.. goodness..so mushy..haha.. but it's really fun, all the climbing and running around..haha... here are some pics to sum up my wonderful wonderful wonderful day...haha... i had a hard time uplading them can.. they r too big.. after today, i shall be on full gear and chiong already.. pretty scare bout As..haha.. wish me luck!

2006-10-02T00:28:00.000+08:00

went to riverside indo. rest. today.
took some pics. realised i'm growing f a t.. arghh.. A levels really affect my eating habits.. haha.. anyway, happy belated birthday cy! =)

2006-09-23T00:52:00.000+08:00

david(gp teacher for ur info, don really like him haha) shared bout sistine chapel today while touching on gothic cathedrael. it's a very famous cathedrael and the chapel contains michelangelo's-the famous artist- painting tt he did lying on his back.. so i tht i might juz check it out and see.. and this is wat i've found:

good job michelangelo!...haha =PpP
juz kidding... he's a really great artist..no joke..=)

mugging really hard

2006-09-19T22:18:00.000+08:00

since i have a little time now, juz come to gif u peeps an update.. been mugging n mugging n mugging these few days.. 40+ days to As either make it or break it.. haha...lots of tests and tests n more tests...but soon it'll be over.. soon~...n soon i'll know my future good or bad i'll accept it as it is but i hope i'll not have any regrets i'll not look baq n say "i shld have blah blah blah, i shld have blah blah blah"... i'm going to chiong all the way now, full gear..VoOmmm~~ haha aniway tt's my life now, either i'm studying eating or sleepin or at church. i do sneak in tv and comp sometimes..like today.. i do have some life kz.. haha..aniway do keep me in prayers christian or otherwise. God ans all.. plz pray for me k.. =) tt's all folks.. tata~

finale of pop~

2006-09-06T23:42:00.000+08:00

finale... actually, army seems fun to me.. haha.. enjoy urself during the BMT guys.. my bro says it's the most fun of army life...;)

sorry for bad posting.. i dunno how to resize this stupid video.. the bottom one is too small and the top one is too big.. arghh.. anyway, click on the top one, u can see better...

pop pop pop!

2006-09-06T23:32:00.000+08:00

went to my bro's pop today. . some pics taken.. haha... i look fat.. ok i'm fat.. more pics to come.. stay tune!... i btw, i flunk my gp also..-.- arghh...

2006-08-25T22:26:00.000+08:00

finish prelims le... feeling v tired eh.. vv tired eh... vvvv tired eh... haha... yest nite went to long john silver at cwp to eat.. see ppl fighting lo... shocked...2 chi beat one malay guy, flipped chair den chase after the guy.. haha wonder wat happen to the guy...scary...

2006-08-24T15:08:00.000+08:00

i tink i screwed up physics... so many qns cant do.. actually some are standard qns but dunno y i dunno how to do... maybe nv study properly ba.. haha anyway hai, dunno la... guess have to mug harder b4 the real thing comes.. anyway, tml's the last paper le, pretty relief..but not too used to being to slack too..haha...anyway, will be giving myself a few days break, so ya, book a slot wid me, we go relax k=) o ya, but tink u guys have to either email me or call my home haha..won be getting a hp soon i guess, will be ex getting one w/o plan but i cant get new plan, my present one still have like 1 1/2 mths...-.- hope to hear from u guys soon^^

2006-08-23T23:40:00.000+08:00

2 more papers to go.. yes! cant wait..i desperately need a break... hope i'll reallly do well this time.. peeps, if u see this plz pray for my results.. i don wish to fail again.. thx thx! =D

quizzzzzz~

2006-08-21T20:15:00.000+08:00

hey rong, i'm ok.. don worry ya?.. haha, here goes the quiz since my name is in. . .

1. What is the best nickname you ever had?
-crayon?..haha.. it's unique n colourful and it's the only one tt i like. . .^^

2. Which way of suicide would you choose?
-none. . i don wan to go to hell.. and i don wan to make His death worthless. . .

3. Rate your social life from 1 to 10.8 -
-hmm... 6.5?.. i don really like crowds..i like to have my quiet moments when i can really be myself...but i still luv my frens coz they make me go =D

4. Are you in love with someone at the moment?
-yes..Jesus... He's my first.. probably my last..who knows. . .

5. Are you missing someone at the moment?
-yea i am.. but i don noe how long it will last..i hope it goes away soon..

6. Will you die for the one you love?
-yea... but not for stupid reasons..

7. Do you think love hurts?
-yea..if u'r toking bout one sided love..

8. What is the best thing about love?
-it makes u melt it makes u feel fortunated,warm n important. .

9. What is the worst thing about love?
-it's short. . .uncertain. . .n selfish. . . maybe even fake. .(i'm toking bout luv b/w ppl)

10. Will you wait for someone you love?
-yes. . .

11. What song best describes your love life at the moment?
-hmm... cant tink of any... haha

12. Do you wanna get married?
-yea, i'm dying to get married..haha.. jk.. i dunno... kinda apprenhensive after watching channel 8's 9pm show da nan ren xiao nan ren..

13. Have you talked to the person you love for the past 24 hours?
-yea.. asked for His blessings=)

14. Do you keep memories?
-yea.. somewhere deep down, locked up. . .

15. Is love always on your side or the opposite?
- eh..i dunno.. opposite i guess..

16. Are you sick of love?
-nope. . never enuff =) but i am a bit tired of loving... coz sometimes it juz doesn get reciprocated..

17. Are you sick of the the question of love?
-yea

18. What are you going to do tomorrow?
-sit for my physics papers.. -.-

19. What do you want so badly now?
-a new hp?

20. What's the song that you last downloaded?
-cant remember.. it's either delirious, third day, planet shakers or casting crowns.

21. How much do you love music?
-as much as my life

22. Do you play an instrument?
- er a bit of everything. drums, clarinet, guitar, recorder.. when i say abit, i really mean a bit..haha..

23. What movie did you last watch?
-tink it's x-men 3

24. Do you believe in love forever?
-no.

25. What's in your mind now?
-someone something

26. What song is in your mind now?
-can anybody hear her-casting crowns

27. Five people to do this:
-shy
-ben
-kar
-pj
-whoever's interested. . .

. . .-.-

2006-08-19T23:35:00.000+08:00

here i am again.. to bring bad report.... i. . . lost my phone again! again! AGAIN! i cant believe this.. juz 4 mths ago my hp got stolen, and now i lost it again!.. the diff?.. i've got only myself to blame.. forgetfulness shld be my first name.. i actually misplaced it at changi airport's toilet.. how nice....-.- yes, plz laugh at my stupidity.. i find myself a big joke too.. arghh...

2006-08-18T14:44:00.000+08:00

prelims in process. . . . . . . . . . . .

most humans are shallow... they always look at ppl's outward appearance.. i don mean i'm very deep or anything, i'm equally shallow.. juz don understand y are we so. . . anyway, all the best to my prelims. . . plz keep me in prayers.. i need tt.. thz thz...=)))))

2006-08-12T11:33:00.000+08:00

seen tt quote?.. haha chanced upon it when i was looking for some stuff at ccc's website. juz feel tt successful ppl n unsuccessful have tis diff, the former gave 3 best hrs of their day to God, while the latter gave perhaps only 3mins(1 min saying grace at each meal) of their day to God. tt's a human's normal reaction when they seem short of time to finish everything on hand, they put God aside for awhile.. tt's y most ppl r ordinary ppl while those who give their best to Jesus became extraordinary becoz they r empowered be even more effective such tt watever time ppl need they only req half the time or lesser.. i belong to the former of coz,especially during a major exam like block test or prelims tt's the time i always neglected God.. but God is still faithful when i'm faithless, feel pretty bad for taking Him for granted all the time..

anyway, today's blog is for testifying God..^^ juz recently i had recovered from fever.. and this thurs i was feeling slighty feverish again n have been having a terrible terrible headache n i have so much stuff to study for my prelims next wk... the thing is i had cg tt day n b4 leaving for cg i took my temp, 37.9~ +) as a fallen mankind, my first tht is to stay at home n zzz; study; n watever but i went anyway beliving tt God will heal me there n then ( with a tinge of doubt n willingness though) but faith as a mustard seed also can move mountain, so i choose to focus on my sesame seed faith n got healed gradually..i started weeping during worship n guess tt brought down my temp a little coz my eyes don feel as warm(u noe tt kind of warm feeling ur eyes have when u're having a fever?) and after cg, my cgl prayed for me n on the way home somehow i juz felt so warm n kept sweating -i had brought along a jacket thinking tt i wld be feeling cold n all u noe- but my temp juz went down n i feel so much better already wid my headache gone.. can even joke wid 2 jokers (u know hu u r la^^) really thank God for tt la, if not i wldn have been able to study tt day n who knows maybe for the next few days..

2006-07-14T00:24:00.000+08:00

I AM TIRED~ +)

life?

2006-07-09T00:11:00.000+08:00

so many things seem to be happening... bit overwhelmed..but hack.. aniway..hmm.. dunno wat to say too.. nothing really special happened to me i guess.. u guys wan to noe wat i learned today?.. i learnt tt it doesn matter wat u do tt det. ur life, is wat ppl ard u do tt affect ur life. eg. someone booked a first class japanese flight n asked for a non smoking seat.. so the day came when he boarded the flight. as the plane is cruising mid air, suddenly he smelled smoke, so he turned and saw this guy next to him puffing at his cigarette one after another. Shocked, he called the flight attendent or the air stewardess watever u call them, he said "mdm, i tht i asked for a non-smoking seat?y is tt guy smoking beside me??", the air stewardess replied " yes sir, ur seat is a non- smoking seat, but tt guy's seat isn't!"... so tt poor guy ended up reeking of smoke though he didn smoke.. u see, it doesn matter u did it or not, if somebody did it, u'r gonna get it too.. u'll get urself in the soup for someone else's wickedness.. hey, welcome to life peeps.. u wan to noe wat's life? tt's life! *slap slap* wake up! life's not a bed of roses and don be so arrogant n think u det ur life, ppl ard u have more say in ur life den u do, likewise, u have more say in another person's life den they themselves have in their own life. get urself around the right ppl plz, don ruin ur life, likewise don ruin another person's life.. another thing i've learn, good don influence evil, u jump into good, evil draws u in slowly. so don be stupid and tink u can be of good influence in a bad crowd, they r going to influence u dude..

*share ur courage with others but keep ur fears to urself. . .

common~

2006-07-03T16:10:00.000+08:00

i wonder how many % of our lives are happy..has anyone done any expt to se in a person's full life, how many part of it is happy and how many sad?wonder which will be more or will it be equal?..sometimes life simply seem so routine tt we desperately try to do something to break tt mundane life but w/o much success i guess.. we juz flow wid the society, the system.. we complain n complain n complain but in the end we still have to resign to following this routine life.. first u were born den u go thru a worry free childhood, den go on to attend kindergarden;pri sch;sec sch; jc; uni; den u start work; get married; den watch another phase of life grows while u go towards the end of ur phase of life n the wholde cycle repeats itself... ppl always say there r 2 sides to a coin, are there really onli 2 sides?tink again.. n wat about other things?.. most thing has more than 2 sides to it.. wat's ur persepctive to a matter?how many perspectives can see?.. somehow our perspective of things seemed clouded by other ppl's persepective as u grow older n u lose a mind of ur own.. u begin to conform to be like any other other ordinary ppl u pass by on the road.. no womder we are call commoners.. coz we r simply common ppl with no more individuality..

misc

2006-06-29T13:15:00.000+08:00

yay! finish exams le.. finally.. but tink i screwed my maths paper.haha..was late for the paper..so embarassing.. ran into the hall when everyone has already started.. and i sat at the wrong row.. but tt's becox my classmates didn save a place for me.. to tink the teacher actually announce it..-.-" no name was mention though, thankfully..haha.. anyway... finally can try to get some good slp le..for the past wks tink i'm having insomnia.. cant slp even though i'm so so so tired... it's like ur brains still super active but ur body's collasping from all the strains of the day.. haha tink i ask God to strenghten me too much in the day n the effect doesn go till 3, 4 plus am..haha... but anyway... it's over, better take a good rest tis wk b4 i restart my engine and chiong for my As..long hols tis wk, fri no paper, mon youth day.. 4 days for me to replenish my slp and hibernate... shuang dao~~~ haha .. hmm.. tt day went to celebrate shy's bday, was quite happy to see them.. but like got not much common topic le.. bit sad bout tt.. we meet like only every few mths for tt short few hrs.. hard to maintain a long term frenship i guess... haha k la, shld stop being so melancholic.. bad for health..lol... let's see wat have i not reported.. hmm... tink tt's bout it ba.. enjoy tis post.. who knows when's the next time i'll blog again..haha... tc dudes! ^^

lost smthg again~

2006-05-11T01:31:00.000+08:00

. . . i lost my student pass tis time.. hai, dunno y i keep losing stuffs these days.. i guess u shldn put ur hp near u when u slp at nite, i seriously tink the radiation will make u stupid.. anyway, latest updates, i pass my napfa wid a Gold! haha.. redone my stb jump, managed a 181cm record..wohoo.. haha.. did 11 for incline.. pretty please wid the results..haha... bored~ yay, long hols tis week again..

suay ar~

2006-05-03T15:21:00.000+08:00

OMG.. can u imagine my suay-ness?... i lost my purse last sun and my ic and atm card together.. first my phone den my purse.. how suay can i be.. my classmates were like asking me if i wan to buy insurance for my hp bag shoes yada yada.. haha... but seriously i tink i will if there's such services...haha.. didn go to sch today, had a bad bad bad flu yest and tis morning don feel well enuff to go to sch.. missed chem prac today, next week having spa le, cham...~
had my napfa last sat.. cant do my pull ups haha.. so ps, i only did 4 times..haha.. lousy~ standin board jump v bad too, only managed to jump 166cm..haha.. fail.. but my 2.4km quite sud eh, ran 12.23min.. haha...

i flunk chem and phy and eng.. FLUNK

2006-04-18T23:59:00.000+08:00

haha can u believe it?.. i got single digits for my phy and chem.. haha.. 9/42 for chem, 8/25 for phy 49/100 for gp.. screwed.. wat's tt shock look on ur face for?.. close ur mouth la... haha.. i admit i wld be lying if i say i;m not upset, but i guess i'm quite used to failing already, though tis time it's seriously atrocious..hmm.. i'll try harder the next time.. don believe i cant pass wid rainbow colours the next time.. haha, but then again, easier said than done.. guess i'll juz take one step at a time.. haha..
o ya, rp moved to wdl already.. not used to it, suddenly got so many ppl ard the area where my bus passes by daily.. but it sort of make tt place more vibrant and less industrious..(oppo rp is an industrial estate)
shall stop here for today, gotta slp =) nitex muacks!

i lost my phone!!! arghh~

2006-04-12T14:25:00.000+08:00

today is a bad bad bad bad bad day.. i woke up to find tt my hp had gone missing from my bed.. i tht it dropped somewhere on the floor as usual so i search ard for it.. after 5 mins or so when i had combed the whole room, my hp is still nowhere in sight.. i got freaked out.. started to panic and search high and low for my phone, ask my bro, he says didn see. so i ask my mum and she searched for me....cant find either... den she said smthg tt didn come to my mind at all..
mum: see la, hu ask u to put at the bed there.. muz have been stolen by ppl already la..
me: *shocked*
gosh i didn realise tt possibility.. after tt i went to "investigate".. i guess it's possible, my bed is pretty near the window, and i juz hang my phone at side of the bed and even though the window is quite high, it's possible to reach my phone if u climb, holding on to the metal grills of my window and use smthg long enuff to juz hook it off the bedside.. arghh~.. i m so upset.. all my contacts are inside.. sobx
i know i'm stupid to have put things near the window, but i need the alarm function in my phone.. i m so tired nowadays, i cant wake up if i place it further away from me.. wat am i gonna do now?... i seriously need most of the contacts in my phone.. hai.. wat a day..

drained. . .

2006-03-26T05:40:00.000+08:00

i m outta words to say... totally drained.. time: 5:44am.. haven slpt a wink.. argh.. meeting for pos at 230.. gottta rush home to rush my maths tutorial after tt.. 3 hrs of maths tutorial on mon.. arghh.. i m totally drained out.. i tink i'm seeing stars.. tis is bad.. i need to zzz.. but i won wake up in time for the meeting.. meeting at expo.. God i need ur strength.. i m seriously seriously tired.. but den serve me rite for surfing so long.. arghh.. i wanna be a line crosser! wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooohoooooooooooooooooooooooo...
life is boring if i keep doing things tt r so predictable.. i'm gonna do things God's way so my life will be more exciting.. i don wan to become the mundane man..comformity is the easiest way to fit into a crowd... amen~ but my bible says: do not be comform to tis world but be TRANSFORMED by the renewing of ur mind.. amen to tt tooo! the joy of the Lord shall be my strength, Jesus is my confidence..i m peirong see me roar~~~ haha....i'm sick. . . . . .

quote of the day:
*the problem with a problem is not the problem but how u see the problem that causes the problem..

chim eh?.. take some time to reflect ba..

word of the day:
*paradigm: way of thinking or doing thing that one is used to

easy eh?.. define paradigm shift den..

updates

2006-03-17T00:57:00.000+08:00

yup, am here to clean up the cobwebs tt have grown over the months on my blog.. have been neglected for sooooooooo long.. sry..haha.. wanted to update u ppl also bout how i'm doing now after much complains from u guys tt my last archive is like once a upon a time tt long ago.. haha..
ok anyway, here goes =):
i mention bout going for water baptism in my last archive, but anyway i didn coz of tt cvd aka celebrating values day which in short is a funfair la.. so yup am waiting for the next baptism, in lst week of may i tink...yay~ haha.. anyway, hope tt u all can come and support me lo, even if u r non believers.. =)
anyway, i've been busy serving the Lord and mugging hard for never ending tests and exams nowadays so sry my frens if i've neglected u all like i have neglected my blog k.. ^^ i had fun serving the Lord coz i tink for wateva He had done for us, it's worth all my sacrifice.. No love is greater than this than to lay down one's life for someone.. it;s ok if u don agree wid me, it's my own conviction..^^
hmm.. wat else have i missed out?... like alot of things to say at the start and now i'm basically out of words to say.. haha.. maybe i shld stop here le?..
o ya, do u noe i actually went for a make up course?.. haha.. learn smthg la, but ya still a newbie at tis kind of thing la, and all my make ups are like cheap stuffs la.. the older sisters they all had wat mac, stilla, clinique yada yada.. i was like wahhhh... haha... the make up course is actually for retail assistants la, all the sisters, (for those hu duno,i'm serving in the bookstore in my church) so tt next time when we serve we shld put on make up.. a form of respect for tt profession....=) it's good exposure la.. moreover i can save the money of learning in future..haha.. tan dio...=X jkjk..
lalala... o ya, there's this competition in my church, spelling bee whereby one is given hundreds of words to memorise den spelled out in the competition. new in sg, but i tink it started soooooo long ago in usa.. they even made a movie on spelling bee... coming out soon i tink.. i wan to catch tt, seen the preview, pretty interesting.. but i;m poor so maybe will go those lao kok kok cinema and watch ba.. i tink princess not bad eh.. haha.. $5 on weekdays.. hmm.. i feel like going to little india to do eyebrow threading, but cldn find anyone to go with me... duno if i shld go alone.. hmm.. lalala.. i tink i might eh.. or shld i go clementi, heard there;s one indian auntie who will set up her stall beside the market everyday and she do quite a gd job on brows.. but still.. i'm scare eh.. i ham cheese eh.. haha... hmm i tink see how it goes ba.. ok la, i tink i better stop here, my left shoulder is aching from all the typings.. haha.. k la, cya soon.. look forward to my next post! tata~

weee going for water baptism!

2006-01-22T10:59:00.000+08:00

finally i'm going for water baptism.. it's not juz a ceremony as most ppl tht, there's power in water baptism tt somehow there's tis supernatural grace upon u when u go thru water baptism.. i'm excited bout it!..

o btw, delirious is coming to my church on my birthday weekend.. anyone wans to come? it's at expo, starts at 5, but usually have to go earlier to queue up so as to ensure we get a good sit.. =)

o and thx shy for ur card.. *huggx* sweet of u to send me a card, it's veri much appreciated..=)

i have learnt tt ur words frame ur world/life/mind.. how big ur frame is, determines how big ur visions can be.. ppl who always use the 4-letters word has a small mind.. and there's power in ur confession, if u always confess the negative things, u will attract the negative things, if u always confess the positive things, u'll attract the postive things. u have a choice how u wan ur life to be thru ur confession.. so..... BEWARE of wat u confess wat u say.. =)

bad day turns gd!

2005-12-19T11:39:00.000+08:00

i juz bought a new pair of shoes yesterday, finally!..my old nike sport shoes was like so torn and tattered and dirty already so i really need a new shoe so seriously it's a need, nt a want..anyway i was pretty happy until when i get to the counter and wanted to pay for my brand new converse shoe.. as ususl i took out my NETS (NETS it!) and pressed my pin no and guess wat? ya, transection declined!..but i tht maybe i press the pin wrongly so i tried again and it transection declined AgaiN.. Nvm i tht, i told the uncle i'll go draw the money instead, and i jumped queue unknowingly, and was told my one malay auntie " gal, have to queue huh" *embarrassed* but nvm, i got into the correct "queueing point" and waited IMPATIENTLY for my turn... after a little waiting, i got to the ATM and a tht struck me, perhaps i don have any money left already.. so instead of drawing, i checked my acc balance instead.. and guess wat? Bingo! i left on 30+ in my acc.. from $3000+ to the present $30+.. oh my goodness.. i almost cried k, first time i haven got any money left in my acc.. (hey, wat's tt tht running thru ur mind??!... i'm not a spendthrift k, i splurge OCCASSIONALLY, but even den i don spend more den a $100!) i tink my money is everywhere, juz not wid me.. but thank God, i rather be a creditor den a debtor for the bible says, "u shall lend to many nations, but u shall not borrow.." but in the end audrey had to pay for me coz my shoes are already at the counter.. thx so much audrey!! *huggies* no worries, i'll pay her baq asap when my pay cheque get cashed into my acc..

wat God spoke to me at nite:

bg info: i got upset wid God ( I'm so sorry, i've since repented..) coz i kept sowing and sowing but i don seem to be reaping and i'm getting poorer and poorer day by day till yest when i don even have money to pay for my shoes..

at nite when i was doing my quiet time ( a little relunctantly), a little voice juz spoke to me: hey, do u not noe tt a seed takes time to grow and it takes time again for the flowers to bloom and again it takes time for the flower to wither before u can collect in ur fruits.. -as long as the earth remains, seed time and harvest shall nv pass away- wld u rather forsake God and have ur little money now and be LIMITEDLY rich , or wld u rather keep ur faith and trust in Him, His character and His promises? God can gif u the ability to get wealth, y do u worry?.. hey, do not be deceived, for God is not mocked... trust in His heart when u don see His hands... for wat gd does it benefit u if u leave Him?... if u leave harden ur heart and leave Him, u get into bondage wid Satan again ( a scene flashed thru my mind whereby i was held like a hostage by Satan, wid a triumphant grin flashing across his face) , u were plundered from hell, do u wan to walk baq into hell again?.. - sounds like the israelites always yearning for egypt where it's such a bad bad place.. God was so upset by them den, guess i really upset Him yest..-

at tt moment,a mixture of feelings, emotions juz overwhelmed me.. i felt so so so so bad tt i really wanted to cry, but at the same time i felt happy and loved, coz God He cares, i believe it's God speaking to me and encouraging me to keep my faith.. really thank Him tt he saved me from being deceived by Satan.. praise be unto Him.. *huggiez*

btw, i'm poor partly also becoz of poor management of finances.. need to work on tt i guess..hee =)

miss u guys so. . .

2005-12-11T19:13:00.000+08:00

aw... i miss u guys.. shy,pj,karine, cy yada yada... went to look at shy,pj and karine's blog jux now.. it juz spark memories after memories... guess everyone's moving on pretty well, good frens, good classmates, new buds... i juz miss them all sOoOoOoOoO much, so so so so so so so so so much... but somehow things r different already aren't they?... i feel awkward ard them(except shy and pj), it's weird, i miss them so much, but when we met up, i feel tt i cant relate to them anymore, i dunno wat to say to them, i still luv them, but it seems we'r in diff dimension breathing different air.. guys, if u'r reading this, pls noe tt i still luv u guys to bits.. u all r the best best best best peeps tt God has blessed me wid in my stay in Woodgrove *hugss* i pray tt one day u all will come to know my Abba Father.. i pray wid all my heart tt one day, u will believe He's so real, tt Jesus did died on the calvary for us, not becoz we first luved Him, but becoz He first luved us, tt He send His onli begotten son to die on the cross for us tt we may be set free from Satan.. sound naive?..nahz.. when u've experience Him, u noe tt it doesn matter wat other ppl think, wat other ppl say or how other ppl sees u anymore, becoz u know tt He luvs u wid an everlasting luv, and He look at ur heart, not ur carnal flesh, u'r most beautiful in His eyes, becoz each and every of u are beautifuly made in the Potter's hands, He takes time to create every little tiny details/features on u, He put in u talents and gifts, He gives u the very personality tt u need to fufill ur destiny... words are words, it's gd to hear bout God, bout His love, bout His blessings, bout His majesty, bout His goodness... but until u experience Him, u've missed out on 99% of the good things bout being a christian... don reason wid ur mind, feel wid ur heart, it can rule over ur mind, ur heart first beat before ur brain is form in ur mother's womb... don fear commitment, for u'll be willing to lay down ur life when u'r convinced tt He LOVES U wid an EVERLASTING LOVE...this world may look good to u, but it's not ur final destination, God wants u to go baq to Him, to call out Abba Abba (Father Father) to Him, He rejoices in heaven when u turn ur face towards Him, when u take one step towards Him, He will take a thousand steps toward u, He will run towards u, and embrace u into His arms, wid tears in His eyes, wid a smile across His face, as He hug u close to Him while the rest of heaven rejoices wid much singing, as the angels in heaven sing and celebrate ur returning... u'r a princess, a prince in His kingdom... as i write, i juz feel so loved, so so so loved.. do u feel the same too?. . . i pray u do =)

Re-dedication

2005-12-04T22:56:00.000+08:00

i've deleted all my previous post. i'm gonna start my life afresh, no more buts no more complain, i re-dedicate my life to Jesus, my time, my money, my talents, unmixed offerings and a pure heart..

it is no longer i who live but Christ who lives in me.

rain down-delirious

2005-12-04T15:03:00.000+08:00

Looks like tonight the sky is heavy
feels like the winds r gonna change

Beneath my feet the earth's ready
I noe it's time for heaven's rain

It's gonna rain~ (yea yea)

Cos it's living water we desire
To flood our hearts wid holy fire

Rain down
All ard the world we'r singing
Rain down
Cant u see the earth is singing
Rain down
My heart is dry but still i'm singing

Rain down
Rain it down

Baq to the start my heart's heavy
Looks like it's time to dream again

I see the clouds and yes i'm ready
To dance upon tis barren land

Hope in my hands~ (yea yea)

Rain down
All ard the world we'r singing
Rain down
Cant u see the earth is singing
Rain down
My heart is dry but still i'm singing

Rain down
Rain it down

Do not shut
Do not shut
Do not shut the heavens

But open up
Open up
Open up our hearts

Rain down
All ard the world we'r singing
Rain down

Give me strength to cross this water
Keep my heart upon ur altar

Rain down

Give me strength to cross this water
Keep my feet don let me falter

Rain down

Do not shut the heavens
But open up ur hearts
But open up our hearts

Do not shut the heavens
But open up our hearts
But open up our hearts~